Friday, June 29, 2012


Glass Front

Seen in a series of reflective rectangles
Seven days a week:

A portion of the El, dirty peach
Single sidewalk crack, stepped on
Reversed decals: &SKOOB
                                  SDROCER
Remnant parking meters (2)
Asphalt, painted line
Cars, trucks (too numerous)

You
(head down, hands in pockets)
Slowing
(blinking, looking in)
Adjusting backpack
(frowning)
Reaching for the door
(hesitating)
Shaking head
(leaving the rectangle)

If I can bring myself to watch,
How can you not bring yourself to enter?



Secret Prayer

Dear All Things--

Please keep me safe
In the lockbox of my skull,
And money flowing
In my direction.

Please keep fur soft,
And chocolate delicious,
Also, please vouchsafe
My scribbles
To the ages,
Via unexpected critical
Re-evaluation.

Please be there.
Please.

And lastly, All Things,
Let no one hear this prayer--
But All Things.
And for fear of
Intellectual condescension,
Please quell
Any obvious tells
I may have acquired
That would betray
Me to the World
Because,
The best type of Religion
Should be
Must be
Secret Religion.

Wednesday, June 13, 2012


The Lidded Box

In the dusty, dim attic of my childhood home
Twixt the dressmaker's dummy and the sad garden gnome
Lies a large lidded box with hinges of brass
A doorway to Faerie, a friend from my past

For in that dear box, on those warm afternoons
I would play as a boy between cedar roughhewn
And concoct all manner of adventures therein
Adventures fantastic--as to make your head spin

That box became a carriage, which transported the king
To a palace of jadeite wherein mermaids would sing
Eerie hymns to the cryptic gods of the deep
The ones with long tentacles and rows of sharp teeth

That box became a cavern, as silent as the tomb
And in it slept a firedrake, which carried in its womb
An egg, that once quickened would bear such a beast
A monster made of flames that viewed humans as feast

But that was long ago, I'm now a father and wed
I now manicure a lawn and put my son to bed
There's no adventure for me as I hear my boy shout
"I hate you daddy, I hate you without a doubt!"

I won't bore you with details of how this situation arose
It suffices that to spite his face a man will cut off his nose
And a child unwanted grows bitter over time
Much like the specter of a rich man who dies in his prime

My wife has passed as well, an accident--or fate
Having bled out when a streetcar knocked her insensate
And so I alone am left to deal with this keening monster child
This me I never wanted, this document misfiled

I had forgotten my box, until one day, at the end of my rope
I said, "Use your imagination!" and my son replied "Nope!"
"Then let's us have an adventure!" I said to his sour face
"There's treasure to be found, and I know just the place!"

So off we went to seek out my (now abandoned) childhood home
And swiftly we found my box near the (now broken) garden gnome
"Looks like nothing," my brutish son, he said with a sneer,
"Why get inside," I beamed, "And then all will become clear!"

My son climbed inside the box and said, "Now what do I do?"
"Close your eyes," I whispered. "And then you will see it too."
And while his eyes were closed, I pounced from where I sat
Slamming shut my lidded box with a truly satisfying splat

The cries from inside the box soon became distant and faint
And I nailed the lid closed with the conscience of a saint,
I imagined my boy and the firedrake as the best of happy friends
And him in the king's carriage with all the honors that portends

As I exited that haunted house I whistled a jaunty tune
Wind moaned in accompaniment as clouds scudded past the moon
Yes, a lidded box is just a box, and you can fill it up with stuff
But it can also become a coffin--if you just wish hard enough.